the voices in my head sing sweet nothings my mind pauses envelops into itself and falls apart it feels like the blood is flying through my veins i am exhausted but i cant sit still suffocating but i am breathing suffering loudly and in silence at the same time


i think

that i have to feel pain in order to feel content i have to be heartbroken to feel alive i fall inlove with toxic things i fall inlove with that nauseas that pit in your stomach when you feel like the ground is falling out from under you thats the only time i feel anything…

the heart

is a troubling place and your smile is a refreshing breeze of cold air you are worth the world but if i love you i could ruin everything one meaningless argument could lead to losing you forever my mind thinks of a million reasons why i shouldn't but the way you look at me restores…